My Self-SummarySince the Interastral Peace Corporation wouldn’t mean much to most people here, let’s just say I help people all over the universe. I love what I do, but I’m usually a lot busier than this.
I’m not sure what to do with all this free time on my hands. Let’s be friends.
My Future Plans
Having fun, I guess? I feel like anything bigger than that might end up ruined.
My Talents
Business Operations, Investing, Animal Care and Video Games.
Favorite Books, Movies, Music, and Food
Math and Science textbooks, Business reports, stock market analyses. No opinions on the other stuff.
My Ideal Partner
Someone who values trust, honesty and clear communication. This is at the foundation of any good business partnership.
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softstoneheart) wrote2024-03-02 04:15 pm
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I'm not sure if it's worth it.
If it helps, keeping the revival ability a secret should keep those who'd take advantage of it from doing harm. The House not making that public is prolly to our advantage. As for the murderer, it's hard to say if they'll kill again without knowing the motive of why they killed in the first place. But you're prolly right to assume they didn't get punished.
[ It's saddening to hear optimistic Hiyori say this is "hopelessly naive." It's a failing she takes almost personally, because she doesn't think a normie like him should be exposed to things that would get him down. ]
There's nothing wrong with hoping people would do better simply because it's the right thing to do. Punishment shouldn't have to exist to keep people from murdering each other. That's just basic human decency.
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[That first response piques his interest; for all his info-gathering, he didn't really know what effects the "rebellion" had (if it could even be called that; seemed like a pretty weak rebellion in his opinion).]
I'm not sure I've noticed things getting any less glamorous. The resort seems as tacky as ever to me. Places haven't started to rot and fall apart again, have they? The last thing I want is for our suites to rot.
[Then it might just be time to put a stop to Clubs. The enemy of your enemy isn't always your friend. Sometimes everyone's just terrible!
Which ties into the rest of their conversation. She brings up the issue of the murderer's motive and his shoulders sag, his stomach churning with disgust when he thinks back to what Esikko told him.]
I don't know about a motive. All I know is the killer must be horribly depraved, since the crime sounded absolutely disgusting. Someone no longer fit to call themselves human.
[He won't get into the details about what precisely was so disgusting. She'd be happier not knowing, surely.
So would he, of course, though he's not completely sheltered. Things like violence and criminal networks exist even in his world (thanks Akira). That Gatekeeper guy who hijacked SS was some overseas mafia boss, wasn't he? And then there's that unit called Double Face, which exists to resolve problems in the underworld. These things wouldn't be part of his ideal world, but they do exist, much to his disgust.
He's not hopelessly naive. His tone is measured as he responds to her last words.]
You're not wrong, of course. But even in my world, you hear about killings and other things on the news sometimes. And that's with the threat of jail looming over people's heads. In this place, no one needs a clean reputation, and the "jail" is just a place where you can play games all day. And then there are those suit effects, and that Springtime game that encouraged people to hunt "rabbits"... It's like they want us to hurt each other. Though I don't think that's all they want.
[He trails off, pausing for a moment, remembering Jin Mingming's words. Then he seems to realize something.]
Whether we embrace or kill each other, we might be "changing our fate" either way. And that's supposedly what gives them energy.
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[ It's become one of her favorite places to go, not just to study, but because the music practice rooms are soundproofed. It's the best option for discussing private matters.
"Changing fate" is a different energy concept from the one she and Matoba had discussed. It's interesting. ]
How does changing fate generate energy?
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[He blinks.]
That name doesn't sound very appealing. Though I guess I've heard worse around here. Do you know if they have rooms for dance rehearsal? If so, then I'll just have to show all the ugly ducklings what a beautiful swan looks like...♪
[He'd love to stop having to use Mating Season pods for practice.
But now it's time to give her some info. He initially chirps,]
No clue!
[Because he really, truly doesn't understand how magic works.]
But that's what she said. "She" being the Red Cardinal proprietress. That was the same woman Victoria mentioned in her journal entry. I asked her what she meant when she told Victoria that the resort runs on us, and that some are more "valuable than others." Then she said what the resort takes from us is "our fate." Some people are destined to do great things, like an emperor, while some aren't, like a servant who dies young—that was the example she used. Apparently someone like the emperor is worth more to the House, since they offer more for the resort to "sustain itself on."
As for how "changing our fate" works, she said that by "sharing something so intimate" with people from different worlds, we're changing our fate since we never would've met those people otherwise. Or at least that's the idea. And that's supposedly how the resort gets its energy.
[He waves a hand as he finishes. There's a smile on his lips but it doesn't quite meet his eyes.]
I don't know how you feel, but that explanation didn't satisfy me at all. But she declined to answer more questions even though I offered to double what I'd done for her before. So for now, that's all I have to go on.
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[ Honestly from what she understands about alternate timeline theories, the explanation does make a little sense. Even if she dislikes the answer. ]
That's still more than what I knew, so I appreciate it. It makes getting closer to people from your world sounds useless to them.
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[He says in response to her invite. But as for the second thing, well.
His smile tightens.]
Apparently. Which doesn't make much sense, but it is what it is, I guess.
[It's not just sour grapes. He doesn't see why having a fling with someone you'll never see again would have any more impact on "fate" than being with someone you will see throughout your life. But he's decided he's done talking about this. Or thinking about it. So. He pushes his chair back somewhat forcefully and gets up from the table.]
Which way did you say that school was?
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[ she gets up and starts leading the way. ]
I think get what they meant: basically everyone has their set "fate." For you, it's being an idol in your universe. That's a pretty clear game plan, right? But then you meet someone from another universe, or hundreds of years in the past or the future. Meeting them under normal circumstances would never have been part of your original life plan. It's impossible. The power born from making the impossible possible... that's prolly why the merging of those paths has more weight. Not that I like that idea.
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He listens to her explanation while they walk—apparently he's not done thinking about this—and it doesn't make him happy. Or explain much, in his opinion.]
They want us to do more than just meet people, though. So I'm not sure that holds too much water.
[There's a trace of spitefulness now, in his voice and in his steps, which clomp against the floor harder than necessary. It's not aimed at her, of course. She's probably not thrilled to hear that her dalliance with her boss means nothing, either.]
I guess having an illegitimate child could change the course of fate. Or spreading a life-threatening disease around. But they haven't been encouraging those things to happen in particular, have they?
[(Hopefully he didn't just give them two new ideas.)]
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[ the explanation is clinical, neither approving of or disparaging the act. Sex is sex and she's no prude, but she won't fault Hiyori for clutching his metaphorical pearls.
And it is frustrating anything she does with Aventurine means less. It tracks, considering how existing relationships were broken up before by the House's influence. ]
Well, just because it's less useful to them doesn't make it meaningless for us. Honestly, it makes me want to dig my heels in more.
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[Said of matter-of-factly. He isn't lying. Also, he doesn't wear pearls!
Though he could certainly afford them.
He does smile when she says that thing about digging her heels in.]
Now that's the spirit~♪
[Though his voice is lacking any genuine cheer. Jin Mingming said that restricting your intimate life to people from home probably doesn't prolong your existence in the resort. Which means what, exactly? That he and Jun are in danger of disappearing and becoming two more stone statues, presumably. Should he tell her that he lies awake at night worrying about that?
Nope. Absolutely not. He'll just focus on this university thing they're headed towards instead!]
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[ she scoffs, still annoyed by it all. Dispelling the theory that it's sex energy should have been a relief, but now it raises even more bothersome questions. ]
That's stupid.
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[Topaz isn't the only one annoyed. Not that it's Jin Mingming's fault. According to her, she was just brought here as a pawn like the rest of them. And she couldn't even use her wish to go back home because she used it to save her daughter's life.]
At first I thought it was for blackmail. I guess it's possible they just like to watch the footage instead of spreading it around, though. If so, they're creeps! ♪ But we already knew that, didn't we?
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[ Her face scrunches up at the realization that her rhetorical question had more realistic answers than she'd like. ]
I guess it's more of a why question. As long as we keep doing what they want us to do, and they get energy out of it... there's no reason to care enough to watch.
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["As long as we keep doing what they want us to do," she says. If they all banded together and refused to do anything, would that have any effect? But it's hopeless, he knows. They can't work together and unite against a common enemy when some people don't even want to go home. When some people don't even have morals, and kill people just to get "cards," as he told Topaz about earlier...
He shakes off those thoughts as best he can, however, stopping in front of the double doors up ahead.]
Is this it?
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[ But she'll leave that aside as they close in on the doors leading to the university. ]
Yup! These are the ones.
[ Dramatically, she throws them open, revealing a changing area similar to a school locker room, with racks of uniforms and teacher outfits in various styles and levels of modesty.
From the windows beyond the changing area, appears to be a quad like one would find on any other college campus, complete with its own coffee stand, a few snacks, and of course, other class buildings.
Her expression brightens, as if she's home. At the very least, it's a nice break from the debauchery of the rest of the resort. ]
The arts building with the music practice rooms is this way. The only thing is we've gotta change into school clothes.
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It really is a school!
[Albeit one you have to enter through a locker room. His schools all had shoe lockers at the entrance, of course, but this seems a bit weird. In a few words, she explains that away, however, and surprisingly he just nods.]
Ah, so that's how it works. Makes sense!
[Though then he adds:]
That's sort of odd for a university, though. Those don't tend to have uniform policies where I'm from. They should've called it Ugly Duckling Academy if you ask me.
[Still, he's already walking towards the uniforms, thumbing through the selection. Which definitely includes some options that wouldn't have passed the dress code at any of his schools. Eyeing one of the short skirts, he asks:]
They do teach regular music classes, then? Not just classes on how to look cute while you pretend to play music?
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The music classrooms have instruments in them, but I dunno if they're like, actually good, or just for show. But we can find out.
[ She snags one of those skirts that wouldn't pass dress code and pulls it on over her workout shorts, which peek out from under the skirt hem. While it isn't modest enough for a real school, it gives off a vibe of an athletic student from a school anime rather than porn.
She waffles over what to do with the top: a button down or blazer would be proper, but there's also track jackets that go with phys ed uniforms... ]
I'm sure the uniforms and teacher costumes are a fetish thing, but we can't get in unless we pick something to wear so...
[ she holds up options for what to wear on top. ]
Pick one.
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[He thinks about that for a moment and says,]
I guess that shouldn't be any issue for me. I'm the one who raised Jun-kun into a proper idol, after all. And I even mentored our rivals during the Summer Live ♪
[He arches an eyebrow slightly when she grabs the skirt—a bold choice!—and there's a split second where he thinks she's started changing right next to him. But nope, she's putting it on over her shorts. Stylish!
He goes back to the uniforms, not lingering too long on the skirts. Would he look good in them? Undoubtedly, but there are more practical choices! He wants something that'll look cute and feel like a real uniform, and it isn't long before he finds something that fits the bill. At the same time as he grabs it off the rack, she asks for his opinion on tops, and he eyes her choices for a minute before pointing a thumb at the blazer.]
Why not go with that one? Then we'll match! ♪
[He holds his own selection. What did he choose, you ask?
A classic blazer-and-button-down combo with tartan pants, is what. Sort of like he wore at Reimei, but the pink lapels drew his eye. He's sure he'll look ~*pretty*~ in it!]
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I mean, do we really want people HERE teaching us stuff? If it's not about what makes this place tick, I'm not interested.
[ Normally she doesn't care about uniforms. The lack of individuality and the fact they're expected of her doesn't sit well with her. But matching with a friend sounds fun. And the pink lapels ARE pretty.
The proposal's compelling enough to convince her to change her skirt so they can match properly. ]
I wasn't really a fan of uniforms when I had to wear them for work, but these are cute, and matching with you feels way more fun.
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[He pauses dramatically, then makes a heart shape with his fingers.]
Heart! And! Soul! ~♪
[Get it? Since the staff are a bunch of soulless automatons??
He didn't mean to make her change skirts. But she's a grown woman who can make her own choices, and she'll still look cute in this one, so he supposes it's no problem. He smiles warmly and says:]
Yep, I feel the same way. We'll look just like classmates~♪
[And then he glances around nearby. Of course there are no separate men and women's changing areas, but the rows of lockers offer at least some privacy. No biggie!]
I'll get changed over there.
[And then he heads behind the nearest row.
Getting changed only takes a minute. He folds his clothes before putting them in the locker, though there's a pause once he opens the door and sees what's already inside. Supplies for locker room sex? You guessed it! But the locker looks clean, at least, so he'll leave his clothes and just ignore those.
He steps out from behind the row and leans against one of the lockers, fully dressed for his university debut.]
All set! ♪
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A heart and soul... they kinda feel like things this place doesn't care much about.
[ He was told what mattered were connections that would have otherwise been impossible, which means the possible ones tied to their hearts and souls mean nothing to this place. It doesn't sit well with her, somehow a relief that her connection to Aventurine is hers alone, but also unsettling that The House will threaten that bond in favor of ones that have value to itself.
But not all connections across universes is bad. And the second shot at school with Hiyori is actually fun. ]
Classmates, huh? When I was in school, I was so focused on studies, I didn't get to know anyone, so this is a first for me.
[ She takes her time stowing her own clothes in another locker and claps when Hiyori emerges from the other side. ]
You look great!
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Like a no-good man who's only after one thing~♪
[Their bodies. Not their hearts. Their hearts are just another tool to exploit them with. Like they did when they triggered those suit effects Topaz mentioned—the ones that made her feel all cuddly and lovey-dovey. It's all just an attempt to get them to bed more people.
But then what about those other effects? Like the Clubs ones that make a person feel as though they're losing their mind? Or the Spades ones, which make a person feel violent? Wouldn't those just get in the way of sex?
It's all a headache. He's been here for months, and he still hasn't figured the place out.
But now isn't the time to lament that fact. For the afternoon, they're not hostages; they're just "classmates." And of course, friends!
Which is apparently a type of relationship Topaz has never had. He blinks when he hears that, before smiling trying for an encouraging smile.]
Then I'm happy to be your first school friend! It's possible to learn things and still have friends. It's all about balance~♪
[In reality, his school life wasn't terribly normal either, so he's not the best person to lecture on that. But oh well.
He gets changed, he shows off his outfit, and then he cheerfully returns the compliment.]
Yep, so do you! And now it's time to rush off to our next class!
[Then he pauses.]
Though I guess we don't really have any class scheduled. So maybe I can be a transfer student, and you can be the serious class rep who's giving me a tour of the school. How does that sound? ♪
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Balance, huh? I can't say I had much of that, either.
[ All those vacations she never took, the fact she uses her sleep time to continue working... she's never had a balanced life. But at least now she can pretend to have one? Except for one problem. ]
Like... roleplaying? I gotta warn you, I'm not the best actress...
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[He chirps. Of course she doesn't have balance. She's like Anzu-chan and Ibara!
But this place is like an endless vacation. One that neither of them wanted or asked for, and where the tour bus is helmed by a drunk driver who might just careen over a cliff at any point, but there's not much work to do! So off they go on their little school tour.]
Then just play yourself! ♪ That scenario I described isn't too far off from how things really are. I'm the one who's new to this school, and you're definitely the class rep type~
[He starts making his way out of the locker room, peering down the adjacent hall.]
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[ The hall he's looking down leads to one of the school buildings. She indicates to another building across a campus quad right out of an American film.
On the way to the music building, they pass they neatly trimmed patches of lush grass for picnics or outdoor study sessions and lush trees for shade, and even a coffee stand for students and staff that need their caffeine boost.
For a place to study music, it's quiet: not a single muffled note comes from any of the practice rooms down the hall. ]
I think the classrooms are this way...
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